Lizzys Going to Rant

Whats happened?

Is so tense cant let goo i can be cleared . Or feel better

So careful instead of breathing and taking it in.

Gun shy, mistrusting Just Scared

of EVERYTHING

I had to stop drinking so i could think better. being so sweet gets scary

I Cant breath

help me…..

get me outta the water. let go of the hold the worlds thrown at me.

 I want some of my innocents back, to be able to trust

let me be ok …….. just for a second.

im sick of being gun shy.

What happened? to the untouchable women who would fight

threw her weakness

Would it be ok if i showed u my weakness

Just for tonight. i need to make sure i am human, not numb, not so small

Beautiful again

awake to fresh air

Ever had that minute of prefect peace ?

Where even a cold winter wind feels more friendly then harsh, and mean.

Just feels like a welcome.

 She stands on the shore tall and strong

Alone, but still tall. she walks with a smile.

She can see straight threw you.

everything, She breaths everything. Truth, lies, love,hate,passion, laughter, warmth, everything.

She saw the wolf in sheep’s cloths, smiled and removed his mask.

Whispers sweetly ” Cant fool me silly, i have also been you”

She listens to his heart break, that he blames for his behavior everyone has a few stories… She will listen

She won’t speak a word of it to anyone, her heart is a chamber of secrets.

Eyes kissd in mysteries.

Shes learned, loved, hated, Threw curses, gave passion, gave blessings.

Howled at the moon and sun.

Shes a wise women in youths body.

She stands strong on the shore, Tall and stable

The one who is that perfect moment of peace, where even a winters wind dose not feel mean, or harsh

But full of welcome.

Lizzy and dustin <3 

* Lizzy reads tarot card, says two versions of yourself the complaint each other.

Dustin replies “here’s bra, and here’s your diaper”

*Lizzy talks about a problem.

Dustin replies “just have sex with a kitty and it’ll all be ok.”

Lizzy looks over and says “WHAT?!”

Dustin replies “Just drink your rum and tea and you’ll be ok.”

(you had to be there)

*Dustin says “In the bedroom I’m kind of vanilla.”

Lizzy turns and says “since when has scratch marks from your shoulders to your ass vanilla?!”

(you had to be there)

*Dustin walks in to room and sees Lizzy drinking tea. 

Dustin says “Lizzy is there rum in that?”

Lizzy gets goofy grin and says “NOOO!”

Dustin says, “why ain’t you sharin?!”

(you had to be there)

*Lizzy and Dustin in a bar. Lizzy wildly drunk, shouts to him “what up N%$$#&?!”

Low and behold a group of large dark men are right behind her with their jaws dropping.

Dustin growls “Lizzy! You are going to get us killed!!!”

Lizzy once again shouts the same.

Dustin face-palms.

(you had to be there)

 *Dustin and Lizzy dancing to “Teenage Dream”. Dustin realizes he has been dancing with a sock from Lizzy.

“EWW!” Dustin exclaims in the middle of the song.

* Note to reader, many adventure we have are awsome drunk moments. *

 So there is most likely more, we just cant remember  :-)

We will get Back to ya….

Someday it would be nice, if i wasn’t looked down upon for rising my voice.

telling you are in the wrong. I just never been much a fighter, i see a storm coming i run like a coward.

I just cant stand it.

When i don’t run, i use my voice and im punished, called a bitch … an embarrassment.

After every nasty thing they say, they cant handle one txt saying “Oh, shut up”

 wow that desured and angry voice mail sayin ” You back off right now”

Is it so much, i just want to be able to tell you off, be an actual man.

Listen to me, Rather then calling me a bitch, an embarrassment

After every nasty thing you spit at me. Why cant you man up, and take a storm that’s been brewing.

Hello there …. its been awhile .. i know, id miss me too.

Poem 1

I have a wonderful sickness.

That i don’t want to cure just yet.

This sickness, has me giddy, me singing and dancing.

Feeling more alive then havent seen in a long time

I stay in the moonlight, still alive at sunrise.

Oh the devil has a charm, a very wonderful charm.

The long lost spark, the passion back

From the life where id know … sleep patterns, When it was time to have sex,

what you are going to order to eat.

Something spicy.

the beautiful sickness, i don’t want to be cured just yet.

Poem 2 !!

Tell me thats what the words you speak are for me.

Tell me im the flower you see.

Please sat\y, im the one the girls should envy.

Tell me you think, im so pretty.

Say words you never told a soul, only confessed to me.

Say to me, your sweetest dreams.

We can show the scars, we have gathered threw life.

Be completly naked in front of eachother.

I keep wanting that night To be something.

If you had the alive spirt, you would have seen it too.

The fire, danceing with passion,

Water breaking free from a dame.

So tell me what the words you speak are for.

Tell me they are written only for me to see.

I Tend to forget this blog.

Today she got up.

After a lifetime of walking on her knees,  feeding the blackness. 

Only today she saw sun, so she got up

When the blackness was not  looking she ran so fast, she made the earth turn with her.

Sunlight hugged her, put color into her pale as milk skin.

So she got up. So did I

Alright, So i am Weak
Miss havein somebody wanting me to come home at night.

everyone comes home sooner or later.
Now i cant seem to shake off what i been running from

Dancing and singing in bars, Drinking away lonely
But you sober up …… or at least i do.

I have a million funny stories .. a few passionate sorties, of just that
passion.
Oh the feedings are wonderful.
I Don’t know why i get so lonely …… its kinda stupid really …
Now im normally used to be the solo dancer in the room.
But some asshole took me on the dance floor…
Twirled me….. Kissed me. Made me feel beautiful.
This is all Your fault,
Your eyes meet mine
Your smile gave me a light
You made me laugh and called me beautiful
Touched me.
Let me feel again
feel, worthy …. sexy ….. all the sights
So lets make the night a one that lasts till sunrise
Then we gonna go, and smile in the
knowing that we just celebrated life at its fullest