Lizzys Going to Rant

I Tend to forget this blog.

Today she got up.

After a lifetime of walking on her knees,  feeding the blackness. 

Only today she saw sun, so she got up

When the blackness was not  looking she ran so fast, she made the earth turn with her.

Sunlight hugged her, put color into her pale as milk skin.

So she got up. So did I

Alright, So i am Weak
Miss havein somebody wanting me to come home at night.

everyone comes home sooner or later.
Now i cant seem to shake off what i been running from

Dancing and singing in bars, Drinking away lonely
But you sober up …… or at least i do.

I have a million funny stories .. a few passionate sorties, of just that
passion.
Oh the feedings are wonderful.
I Don’t know why i get so lonely …… its kinda stupid really …
Now im normally used to be the solo dancer in the room.
But some asshole took me on the dance floor…
Twirled me….. Kissed me. Made me feel beautiful.
This is all Your fault,
Your eyes meet mine
Your smile gave me a light
You made me laugh and called me beautiful
Touched me.
Let me feel again
feel, worthy …. sexy ….. all the sights
So lets make the night a one that lasts till sunrise
Then we gonna go, and smile in the
knowing that we just celebrated life at its fullest

Rants of Jan, 26 2011

Here is the truth.

Your opinion….. is only good when others agree. If it does not compute well then ..

 You get shit thrown at you.

im sick of being the one who will help you out, be a good person to you.

Seeing if your day is fine.

Well, guess how im rewarded

… i have a day from hell, i call ….. your too busy

Im belittled in front of people

treated like im a fucking retard

sick of everyone

Sick of feeling like im less of the person they are

I remembered suddenly why i wanted to just fall off the earth

Or just pick a road to fallow.

tired of saying im ok, when im full of shit .

No im not ok, you where a rude fucking bastard to me.

You took advantage ….. like always

i give my all, all day. and i ask one favor

 and do you come threw .. no you don’t

and you never will

I don’t know why i never actually say why am mad, or just forget about it

..guess someone always taught me to shut up

thanks for the favor….

so take it of leave it, and dont call me crying anymore. if your not going to listen to my rants about stupid shit.

… and dont go crying because ive writing something that may hurt your feelers

OMG!!!!!! ….. someone told you shit you dont wanna hear .. well fuck dude. it happens 

i guess i dont say anything, mostly for karma, cuz when i destroy .. i just do it me my

so its not worth it.

Be like the water, just flow, there are always rocks making waves.

makes it fun i guess

… like i already mentioned if i just hurt your feelers…. just get over it, i deal with your bull shit .. 

.. not that i dont enjoy you are so trusting with me that you can lean on me for comfort ( im kinda flattered/ Honored )

Dude dude, would you mind that if i ask a favor dont say you will and dont, come on .. manners asshole.

and if your going to realize that i actually am right about alot of stuff … yeah fess up to me being RaRaRa Right

phew….. yah that’s all i needed :)

 Coffee ???

He askd who my gods are

And i told him.

He told me his.

 And they where all one

 as so are we

Maybe im just being paper thin, I had to catch so much.

 But who is going pick me up tonight?

 Cause at the night of the battle im mostly likely the one standing  alone.

cant you hear silent cries.

So then i look at full luna. 

She smiles and gives a cool comfort

Starlight guides till sun rises.

they till mt to smile, walk tall.

shine .

Apparently im alot stronger then i look

My bite has bitter tastes kids in my town have died

only one was remembered mainly cuz he was a church kid.

the other souls ddint get in ??

No some are still here. pissed off cuz they got forgotten

but i hope they knew i haven’t forgot, i know of others who haven’t

im sorry that your life was cut before you could see the world

even if you didnt miss much.

Its all worst out here.

If you call no one comes running after

and im sorry im shuch a hater of churchy types it just that .

 i think they are hypocritical