Lizzys Going to Rant

I’m tired of thinking a cant write a fucking word cuz your ass will read it and start to cry, soo i cant escape anything or anyone. I’m trapped in a place where dreams die. where a cant get a job. because I’m a college fuck up.. i have nothing but pure rage when it comes to my past. My past is nothing but broken promises from myself and others I’d Like to be able to tell you about my fears and be able to cry in front of you. But since im a bipolar bitch guess what . There void And if i do, you run away not knowing what to do. its a good thing they like my Bf other wise they would remind me everyday and make me feel like complete shit i cant cut hair cuz im half blind ( apparently) my spelling suck. i switch letters …. a thing that i cant spell and i don’t want to try. I wish i wasn’t so stuck in this town, i cant decide if in ment to be here, or am i being punished for being a fuck up