I wish i could be as evil as i want to be.
Punch face’s in, and tell you that your a dumb fuck for crying.
But oh no, the moment i decide to argue with a complete dick, i get yell d at.
oh yeah i forgot that im supposed to be the submissive shit.
i cant ever tell if your being a jerk to me, cuz oh yeah … YOU DON’T GIVE A FUCK
So tell me why i shouldn’t let my mouth run
Why should i give a rats ass about anything ??
…Because i am water.
i heal.
im mostly white.
i give you a chance to calm down.
it just gets hard when there’s not much to clam rapids until the reach a pond, or lake.
Even then theirs an under current.
Still hate the feeling of a door mat.
i guess thats why im getting picky of who im around.
and when im mad i dont let you see.
probably for class reasons.
That i been brought up to believe its shame full to let people see im angry.
it really is pointless because they even tell me that they don’t give a shit
So i guess i can easily drift away.
Cry silent tears
Ans wacth those who hurt me walk while they walk away .. no one tells them there horrible people its just me who gets that
for ” letting it happen”
im sick of you.
sick of everything.
i need anger management
something to punch
